wa piang eh..chem pract was very tricky sia..haiz. actually it wasnt dat hard, but it made me realise how unprepared i was. oh well, jus got to score in the theory aspect -- or i can kiss my dreams of doing architecture at nus goodbye.. c"p)

(okay i noe this is "kinda" boring..so i'll try to spice things up a little..;) )

okay, let's see..wat's makes tabloids sell? hmm...well, i could jus make something up..something juicy and scandallous..hehe..but that isnt exactly the right thing to do, izzit.. Besides, u could end up "hurting innocent people"...

craps..that fella really gets on my nerve sia..cant believe im actually willing to spend 17 days in a foreign land doing missionary work with this..well..let's jus call this person Mr. jpn..

First, a little about "Mr. jpn"..the first impression most people get when u run into this guy is dat he's all out to ruin people's day..he's always looking for something to criticise you about..something that is not up to HIS standard, and then he waits for the right moment..when u least expect it, and he sinks his teeth into your behind..yea, i mean it..he really bites into you..and man, does your pride take a battering..n by the time he's done with you, your self-esteem, or wat's left of it..is about the size of singapoe on the world map..yea, a tiny red dot dat's scarcely visible. He's so scary, that when he's in a room full of people, everyone suddenly becomes deathly silent..coz there're afraid to incur his wrath..to tread on his toes n get snapped at. really, even if one takes this "innocent by-stander" stance, he'll still find something to rile you about..and by the time he's done, u wish u'd had nvr crossed his path..

it was this little problem dat was kinda buggin me..do i really wanna go on this trip with this person waiting to snap at me at every possible opportunity..or is this this jus one of the "obstacles" that God has put into my path..to challenge me and to really test my spirit n longing to go for this mission trip..jus when i was about to fall into temptation -- to simply "walk away" from this challenge instead of facing it..a friend comes along to lift me up, to give me those extra words of encouragement, to help me up from this drain i've fallen into... and once again, i awake to my senses. thank you Lord, for the gift of such friends..friends who help us along the journey, the path which is life. Lord, i pray that i too, may be of support to others, when they fall by the wayside..that i may offer words of encouragement whenever needed..thank you Jesus, Amen.

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