sigh..life don't alwaez taste tt good after all =p had a really bummed out day..couldn't join zebin, teri & co. 4 nite cycling (coz both my bikes have been stolen), and as tho tt wasn't enuff, kena 'bang' by 2 ppl at church (tt wouldn't hav realli mattered if there were some fwens around :p) guess matt's (ng) right..exam period, so every1's studying..guess i should do the same..sianz..

but the final straw was perhaps the fact tt a friend i thought i was getting close to again--after all the trials n 'difficulties' we've been thru together--had gone awol..couldn't contact 'er in any way..home line engaged, h.p. switched off..oh well.
oh yea, not to mention my buddy in class pontang the bio (mock) pract oso, so i pretty much had no one to really talk to..u noe, about the finer things in life -->Translation: Soccer, Gals, and other aspects of life (mainly abt gals)

okay, perhaps i need to find something more impt in life than worrying abt juz tt--like whether to join odac at some "hotel rendezvous" for 6 ppls' b'dae, OR go for the mission trip briefing by Acts 29 (sherlyn's new youf grp) i'm really quite enthu abt the mission trip--going to pyatas in the philippines n all..but i feel guilty abt not supporting my fwens @ odac, esp eleanor n keshia.. sigh..

Lord, please give me a sign..help me decide.. also, the mission trip is frm 1st - 14th Dec, so i'll miss ylm retreat n mom's death anniversary too..

Matt6:33 "instead, be concerned above everything else with the Kingdom of God and with what He requires of you, and He will provde you with all these other things." ...this was the verse the opening hymn of today's evening mass was based upon: Seek Ye First.

raneth hopped off at 10:00 pm